" Fwd >> For you: さようならの手紙 "

" If you think that just because I only put and say happy things I'm doing excellent, you're so damn wrong. It seems that you never knew me at the end, or you're so bewildered with anger over something "stupid"that you refuse to think normal crap without having second thoughts. Funny thing is that you always used to tell me that I was the senseless cold-hearted egoist but you also seem to be the one, leaving aside all the sweet nothings you could've said. Tragical thing is that you never trusted me... neither forgave, neither forgot.

I'm not happy, mainly because I got the feeling that right now everything is falling down on me and I'm scared. Everything.
I'm not happy at all, you know? It's just that I'm used to carry on and try to get over things with a heavy burden on me, like I've done during most of my life.

Please don't get surprised. Please don't get mad. Just save it, let it go... and stop. You made it bigger than it was supposed to be, and I think you've done enough damage already, if that's the way you wanted it. What makes me even sadder is that we will remember this as something horrible, not like the sweet memory it was before.

I keep reading the messages you sent and it hurts. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts... But I can't cry.

Goodbye forever, my sweet angel".

- David -

昨日買ったもの···

These are my gets from yesterday ❤

They had a lot of interesting shit at the fair.

Now I'll wait for the latest days, hoping that they're going 

to offer some discounts ~ (⊙‿⊙✿)

Well, I'll try to catch up with I've missed these last two months.

It's a lot of work, but I'll try to update as much as I can _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

( I feel super lazy today. I don't want to do aaanything ~ ~ )

妹と一緒に買い物 !

My 彼氏 stayed at home last night, so nothing was on my plans for this morning.

I got a message from sister at 08:00, telling me to go with 

her to the Book Fair at 10:30 a.m

It took me forever to wake up, and also I couldn't decide what to wear...

*First world problems*  _(´ཀ`」 ∠)_

At the end, I arrived super late 'cause Murphy's Law: 

Taxi driver at the "speed of ligh", lots of traffic close downtown, 

and the train passing by. Oh well... I managed to arrive not so late (⇀‸↼‶)

I didn't even have time to have breakfast, so I bring the cookie monster that 

I bought yesterday with me. It was delicious ☆ *laughs*

We spent like 2 hours at the fair and we got a few things ☆

Because both had to go to our respective activities early, 

having lunch was our next stop !

We went to Kokaví to had some hot dogs. Fucking great ! ❤ ԅ(¯﹃¯ԅ)

["Ero hot dog" *laughs*]

I think my fave get from today was this small notebook. 

It says "Some Mondays I'm like Sailor Moon" ❤

It's perfect ☆ !

Aside from the morning, the day wasn't very interesting at work.

★

シンドバッド ✖ ジャファル

Today I was supposed to go early to the bank... I woke up at 11:30.

( ಠ _ ರೃ)

The only thing left was going to the post office to get the doujinshis that 

I bought to my friend Rele.

It took me forever! I waited for almost 1 hour ! IIIIGH ! щ(≖益≖✿щ)

But well, after having the books in my hands, I got super happy 
and then run late to work.

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Tomorrow my best friend Pao-chan is coming to the city ☆ !

So, I have to pick her up early tomorrow ~ (◎ ω ◎ ;) 

[Let's just hope that I'm not going to fall asleep *puts the 1,000,000 alarms*]

I'm totally looking forward to it, I missed her a lot since my last travel to Santiago (´„•ω•„｀)