" Fwd >> For you: さようならの手紙 "

" If you think that just because I only put and say happy things I'm doing excellent, you're so damn wrong. It seems that you never knew me at the end, or you're so bewildered with anger over something "stupid"that you refuse to think normal crap without having second thoughts. Funny thing is that you always used to tell me that I was the senseless cold-hearted egoist but you also seem to be the one, leaving aside all the sweet nothings you could've said. Tragical thing is that you never trusted me... neither forgave, neither forgot.

I'm not happy, mainly because I got the feeling that right now everything is falling down on me and I'm scared. Everything.
I'm not happy at all, you know? It's just that I'm used to carry on and try to get over things with a heavy burden on me, like I've done during most of my life.

Please don't get surprised. Please don't get mad. Just save it, let it go... and stop. You made it bigger than it was supposed to be, and I think you've done enough damage already, if that's the way you wanted it. What makes me even sadder is that we will remember this as something horrible, not like the sweet memory it was before.

I keep reading the messages you sent and it hurts. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts... But I can't cry.

Goodbye forever, my sweet angel".

- David -

月 ♥

The moon was beautiful outside.

You could see clearly Jupiter under/behind it ~

It was so pretty, I spend a lot of time outside observing it hahaha

I tried to to take a decent picture but the cam is super lame for night pictures.

Oh well...

月の輪、私の愛するを見ましたか？

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I stayed at home for the weekend.

Partly because I decided to, partly because I promised to, partly because I was tired.

Nothing really relevant, I was planning to work on my Gundam Nobel but my wrist got wounded again... So I couldn't do much things besides laying on bed reading Jojolion ☆ and watching some series.

I went to the VGMTEC 2015 in the afternoon to check the final matches from the tournaments. It was quite good and there were lots of hype, hahaha. It was fun ~

Anyways, new month starts. There'll be some changes from now on so I just hope everything goes for the best.

In the meantime, I just need to recover from my injury. Fucking wrist...

石鹸の泡とたわごと。

Today I took  a loong bath in the morning to relax, after procrastinating it for a week and being super busy.

I was supposed to feel better, but still it was the shittiest day.

Having to work feeling awful is the worst. Especially when everything goes wrong and doesn't help at all.

I went out for a while to the beach, but not even that helped me to chill out.

I just want go to bed and have some decent sleep ~

ラーメン ❀

There's nothing like a good conversation, with awesome food, together with people you care about, after a tiring day at work ❤

Followed by an unplanned nice nap hahaha ~

✿ 果物とスパ ✿

Today I was really craving something sweet after deciding 

"to eat less and more healthy" for more than a week ~

Fruit tart was the option: fucking delicious ♥ !

★

These latest days have been super busy at work, so I've been planning to use the LUSH bombs I got in Santiago. I want to take a relaxing spa morning one of these days.

The only thing I need to do first is to wake up early, something in which I've been failing miserably these days, hahaha!

I hope to do it soon ~

チェリーイヤリング ✿

Today I wore the cute cherry earrings I got in the chinese mall ❤

I've started to eat more healthy these latest days, So I've been only eating salads and shit like those. Still, today I wanted to have a nice dessert hahaha ★

Funny thing was that the pudding was super nicely sealed so I made a big fuss to open it, while I was working at the reception desk ( ◔` ▽ ´◔ ; )

#THISISSUPERRELEVANT 

☃ クリスマスプレゼント ☃

One of my friends came to randomly visit me at my work, gave me a bag, and ran away in a hurry because he was late for work.

Then he told me in a message that it was a belated Christmas present, hahaha ★

I loved it: a fruit tart, a Murasakibara figure and (another) agenda ♥

ありがとう！ヾ(*´∀｀*)ﾉ

プリクラ ❤

My sister had to do some paperwork today and she asked me to go with her, so we could do some window shopping and have lunch together ~

I had a great time, especially because it's been a while since the last time I had some free time in the morning.

There was a photobooth at the mall, so we decided to take a photo together ★ !

I look terrible, but I love it ❤

★ CORFOの式典 ★

Today was the "graduation" ceremony of CORFO 2014's english courses.

Sadly, not all my students could come because most 
of them were on vacations already.

But we had a great time at the end and a super nice cocktail ♪♪

今月の先生 !

Today I was chosen Teacher of the Month!

万歳！万歳！(ノ ≧▽≦) ノ ☆ 

日程 ♥

Nothing like good donuts for breakfast.

I decided to organize everyhthing on my agenda because I seem 

to forget a lot of things.

My schedule is almost full by now... *sigh*

It's hard to go on like this...

家に帰る (´„•ω•„｀)

Returning from Santiago always produces me edgy feelings.
Every single time gets even harder.

And when you arrive almost inmediately to work, the sudden change from vacation mode to work mode... Uff!!

That's why they say that you need some days to rest from your vacations, 
something that I never do hahaha!

Today the transfer picked me up super early cause my flight was early, so I'm pretty much tired by now...

[Mandatory breakfast at the airport]

The airport was a crowded busy mess in the morning, and my boss called in sick for the afternoon... So I still regret going to work today. I should've stayed at home.

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I was grabbing some donuts at night when I found one extra sticker at the box. Out of habit, I put it on my face. 

Few seconds later I started to laugh. How silly I can be sometimes... *snort*

Now is stuck on my desk, next to my bed.

Well, enough random babbling for today...

明けましておめでとうございます！

Seeing my grandpa standing up from his wheelchair, drunk, wanting to dance because he was extremely happy was my best reward from the night.

Still, I had the urge of grabbing the 1 am train and ran away from there hahaha ~

It was a nice family meeting, indeed.

★

ハッピーハロウィン！

My Halloween Night was reduced to this:

Forever alone night, watching horror movies and B ranked japanese 

gore movies, hahaha ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

It was fun though, I went to sleep at 5 a.m, scared (⊙‿⊙✿) #lel

Oh! And don't forget the snacks, I ate a fucking lot !

Tronwellのハロウィーン！

Today we were requested to come at work dressed up.

I thought for months what to wear for this day, and I was actually 

going to be Marie Antoinette, but at some moment I sent everything to hell 

and I didn't want to wear anything, haha  ( ◕ ⌒ ◕ )

So, the same day I kind of improvised a Sailor Moon costume with what I had.

It turned out pretty nice, everybody liked it ~ ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶) ✧

And I won a prize, again. Ahahaha ★ ! 

Even one of the students dressed up as Sailor Moon, that was so cute!

I loved her ! (●⌒∇⌒●)

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It was a slow day at work, but we were having a Halloween party after work 

with the Lolitas, so I was kind of looking forward for it ♪(┌・。・)┌

リトル ♔ 女王

このリングはただ美しいと思います ❤ 

先日買い物にそれを得た。

[ 私の手を嫌う。彼らは老けて見える！(´„•ω•„｀) ]

気分が悪い。

Yesterday I died at night. My cold got worse.

Today I've spent the whole day in bed, trying to recover.

I've been 4 days like this. It fucking sucks...

晴れた日。

The day is fucking great !

After waking up from the all night long meeting, we went to the beach. 

Today is very summer-like outside and awfully hot!

I went PIU dancing afterwards, arrived home, and took an awesome shower.

Now I'm resting at bed, while working on my character's story. 

I need to get better soon.

会議のRPG : 一晩中。

I had CORFO's classes today.

Thanks god I only had to take a test, because I wasn't 

really in condition to do a class ( ¯ ﹃ ¯  )

After classes, I had to do some paperwork and then I went straight home.

I had an RPG meeting at 20:30 with my friends, so I took nap and 

rested enough in order to feel better.

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[I decide to try my new Mimi lenses, I loved them ❤]

Then I decided to get ready to go out. I didn't want to look awfully sick, so 

It took me a looot to look nice ~ (⊙△⊙✿)

[My super nerdy coordinate, hahaha]

As always, we were supposed to meet at 20:30 but 

not everybody were there on time.

We went to Rivendel to pick up the rest of the guys and then we 

went to Dammy's to get some hamburguers ~

I was feeling way a lot better thanks to the syrup and the pills.

Still, I decided to wear a flu mask. I didn't want anyone to get sick because of me.

[ And everybody was fucking asking me why I was wearing it. I DON'T HAVE EBOLA, BITCHES!! ]

At the end all my friends ended up wearing one. 

Assholes, hahahaha! (≧▼≦；) 

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We played untill 6 a.m and we finished the first campaign.

It was fucking awesome ! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶) ☆