" Fwd >> For you: さようならの手紙 "

" If you think that just because I only put and say happy things I'm doing excellent, you're so damn wrong. It seems that you never knew me at the end, or you're so bewildered with anger over something "stupid"that you refuse to think normal crap without having second thoughts. Funny thing is that you always used to tell me that I was the senseless cold-hearted egoist but you also seem to be the one, leaving aside all the sweet nothings you could've said. Tragical thing is that you never trusted me... neither forgave, neither forgot.

I'm not happy, mainly because I got the feeling that right now everything is falling down on me and I'm scared. Everything.
I'm not happy at all, you know? It's just that I'm used to carry on and try to get over things with a heavy burden on me, like I've done during most of my life.

Please don't get surprised. Please don't get mad. Just save it, let it go... and stop. You made it bigger than it was supposed to be, and I think you've done enough damage already, if that's the way you wanted it. What makes me even sadder is that we will remember this as something horrible, not like the sweet memory it was before.

I keep reading the messages you sent and it hurts. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts... But I can't cry.

Goodbye forever, my sweet angel".

- David -

月 ♥

The moon was beautiful outside.

You could see clearly Jupiter under/behind it ~

It was so pretty, I spend a lot of time outside observing it hahaha

I tried to to take a decent picture but the cam is super lame for night pictures.

Oh well...

月の輪、私の愛するを見ましたか？

無

I stayed at home for the weekend.

Partly because I decided to, partly because I promised to, partly because I was tired.

Nothing really relevant, I was planning to work on my Gundam Nobel but my wrist got wounded again... So I couldn't do much things besides laying on bed reading Jojolion ☆ and watching some series.

I went to the VGMTEC 2015 in the afternoon to check the final matches from the tournaments. It was quite good and there were lots of hype, hahaha. It was fun ~

Anyways, new month starts. There'll be some changes from now on so I just hope everything goes for the best.

In the meantime, I just need to recover from my injury. Fucking wrist...

石鹸の泡とたわごと。

Today I took  a loong bath in the morning to relax, after procrastinating it for a week and being super busy.

I was supposed to feel better, but still it was the shittiest day.

Having to work feeling awful is the worst. Especially when everything goes wrong and doesn't help at all.

I went out for a while to the beach, but not even that helped me to chill out.

I just want go to bed and have some decent sleep ~

ラーメン ❀

There's nothing like a good conversation, with awesome food, together with people you care about, after a tiring day at work ❤

Followed by an unplanned nice nap hahaha ~

✿ 果物とスパ ✿

Today I was really craving something sweet after deciding 

"to eat less and more healthy" for more than a week ~

Fruit tart was the option: fucking delicious ♥ !

★

These latest days have been super busy at work, so I've been planning to use the LUSH bombs I got in Santiago. I want to take a relaxing spa morning one of these days.

The only thing I need to do first is to wake up early, something in which I've been failing miserably these days, hahaha!

I hope to do it soon ~

チェリーイヤリング ✿

Today I wore the cute cherry earrings I got in the chinese mall ❤

I've started to eat more healthy these latest days, So I've been only eating salads and shit like those. Still, today I wanted to have a nice dessert hahaha ★

Funny thing was that the pudding was super nicely sealed so I made a big fuss to open it, while I was working at the reception desk ( ◔` ▽ ´◔ ; )

#THISISSUPERRELEVANT